(( Ok, first of all, I can seriously tell who you are. You may as well get off anon.
Second, it. Will. Get. Done. Would you like me to try to make it kick off when I can’t pull off a character correctly, or would you rather I get all my characters back, full swing, and really make a good impression? Look, I’m sorry, and I love you to death, sweetheart, please know that, but this is really starting to bug me. Look, I’ve already dealt with this kind of stuff before on my Haruhi account, when Mr. L wouldn’t come out. I didn’t like it then, and I don’t like the deja vu I’m getting now.
If I can get my Mr. L muse back after months of not being able to feel like I couldn’t portray him correctly, feeling like I was this big disappointment, letting so many people down, all that, I’m going to get Haruhi and the others back too. I hate feeling like I’m disappointing everyone, I really do, it kills me, and makes me want to cry all over again, cause I did cry the last time I felt like I was disappointing people. Legit, you can call up one of my best friends, Alyssa, and ask her, she’ll tell you how I walked up, sniffling, and the minute she asked me what was wrong, I started bawling and clung to her, for a good two or three minutes, before we both had to head to class, given we had A lunch and had just gotten to where we actually go to our class.
I don’t want to relive that.
It will get done. But right now, I can’t do it. ))